Led me downriver of perfumed limbs
Sent me to the streets with the good time girls

My Incarceration

The sun dawned in the horizon. Light pierced though the darkness. I sat on my berth. Opened my eyes and thankfully I was back to the reality. I had just seen a dream? Dream? Wasn’t that a nightmare? For me both are the same. I stood up and walked up to the sink. Opened the tap and washed my face. Wiping my face with the sleeve of my oversized shirt, I sat down next to the sink and leaned my back against the wall. ‘My new home’ a thought haunted my mind. ‘No’ I whispered to myself. I knew my future. I knew what will happen to me. A flood of questions overwhelmed me. Why was I even here? Why? WHY? I was failing myself. The questions started echoing in my head. Breaking me down.

Unseen

Trembling,
As drop after drop,
Touches your face,
The drops of rain,

Hiding,
Secrets about us,
Telling me,
Everything I want to know,

Green,
So silent,
I can look into them,
All day,

Modestly,
Shying away,
Embarassed,
For being so beautiful,

Close,
Cherish this moment,
Make this,
Immortal,

Losing,
So many times,
I have forgotten,
How to win over you,

Thinking,
About how I lose,
Realizing,
I don't want to win over his feeling.

The Special One (Pt. 2)

Disappointed,
Frustrated,
Not only over you,
But the gods you call yours,
Screw them,
Screw them,
Ask them for forgiveness,
For what you have become,
Can I even get through to you?
Am I valuable enough to be heard?
Destroy your life,
One fault line,
One day at a time,
Lie to me and tell me how good it is,
To inject the venom,
Into your life; your soul,
And feeling yourself die,
If this is how you are,
Then go away from here,
And live your life,
I cannot see you die everyday,
Die in front of me,
Hope the day of death,
Will come soon for you.

The Special One (Pt. 1)

You are a muse,
Inspiration for someone like me,
Someone who wants to be like you,
A platform I will never reach,

I do this for you,
Again and again,
I walk the fault line,
And smell victory for myself,

They say you are the wrong one,
When you pave the way for me,
You show me the light,
As I pass another day,

Living in the shadows of someone,
Who betrays me and walks over me,
A savior,
A messiah,

That’s what I name you,
Name the person who saved me,
While others name you,
A Judas; a traitor,

Here I stand again,
Begging for another day to live,
I praise you,
To grant me another sun,
The sun that will rise above us all,
And melt my hunger away for more,

Bring down the clouds for me,
So that I could enjoy their aroma,
Light the fire again,
So I can taste the world you taste,
Taste the world you live in,
You breathe in,
To see how I can become,
Become someone like you.

UNTITLED

You are a part of me,
Still I want freedom from you,
I want to free you,
Free you from the cage inside me,

Advance and shy,
Advance and shy,

I wait for the sacrifice,
Another day I let you stay,
Grow and respire,
Another moment,

Advance and shy,
Advance and shy,
Advance and shy,

Finally the moment arrives,
When I try too hard,
Hard enough to let you go,
Let you part from me,
Part from me,
Which was once a part of me,

Advance and shy,
Advance and shy,
Advance and shy,
Advance and shy,

Today you have to do this,
So as to relieve me,
Me of this responsibility,
As I sacrifice you for myself,
You gave in so easily,
Your surrender was so sweet,
Enough to make me realize,
I had to commit this sin,

ADVANCE AND SHY,
ADVANCE AND SHY,
ADVANCE AND SHY,
ADVANCE AND SHY,
ADVANCE AND SHY,

I commit a sin,
You forgo,
You help me to go through with this,
Till another day comes.

ADVANCE AND SHY,
Advance AND SHY,
Advance and shy,
I give another try.


I wrote this in a new style. I m experimenting with i call it AB-EXTRACT. Can you guess wat the text is about.

Once Again

Another day
Another memory

Friends forever

Figlio di puttana, sai che tu sei un pezzo di merda?
a sucare cazzi su un aereo!
Pezzo di merda, figlio di puttana

Mother Nature

As I sat on the sand,
I looked in front of me,
Seeing nature,
Reflecting on motherhood,
I saw the vast ocean in front of me,
Vast and deep,
And wondered how it resembled,
A mother's love,
Just like an ocean,
Deep,
True,
Blue,
I saw the ocean's will to give,
Give and not to take back,
The things it had given away,
Just like a mother who gives love,
And wants nothing in return,
I saw the ocean clearing away footprints,
Left behind by unconcious and ignorant people,
Just like a mother,
Who washes away,
With waves of love,
Prints of the deepest mistakes,
Committed by her children,
Burying those mistakes,
Within herself,
I saw the waves crash against the rocks,
Trying to reach the shores,
Just like a mother,
Committed and determined,
Who will crash and fight against,
The rocks of reality,
Bending it;its hardships,
And finally negotiating through the gaps,
Left by the stern and undettered reality,
And reaching the shores,
To her children.